Lys. 19. Oregon."I'm a realist, I'm a

romantic, I am indecisive and that's about it."

Might get the chance to go to Disneyland for 2 days in a couple weeks. I will seriously squeal and jump with excitement if I get to go. DISNEYLANDDD!!!!


Wish i could be part of that world.


"what did u do all day?"


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do you ever just get the overwhelming urge to cry because you think you’re not going to go far in life because you’re not as smart or as talented as the people around you

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do you ever see your face from a different angle and have a mental breakdown

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Anonymous said: Hi there, I hope you won't mind me responding to your rant. I don't know if this will help but I wanted to let you know that you are not wrong or alone in feeling the way that you do. I felt very similarly a few years ago, and because of that I let even more guys use me. It's a horrible feeling and it makes me sad to think back on it now because in my case (and I'm certain it will happen in yours too) good things are coming that will slowly heal all of the bad memories. P.S. Love your blog! :)

Yeah I let that happen with two other guys, and said fuck it. I just don’t really talk to any guys anymore. And if a guy ever wants to meet up, I usually find a way out of it. I avoid it, because I’d rather not end up getting used all over again. I’d say I believe it’ll get better and I’ll meet people that make it better, but I honestly don’t hang out with anyone or really talk to anyone. Not fully on purpose. I just don’t think people like me. At least the first impression they get of me. I’m worried that I’m capable of ever fully recovering from what those 3 guys have done, and what I’ve done to myself. But I do appreciate the words of advice, it’s nice someone went out of their way to do it.


reasons i want to look GOOD 

  • for myself
  • for myself
  • to plant the seed of envy in other bitch’s hearts
  • for myself

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fun date idea: pay for my tattoo

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